I'm feeling apprehensive about tonight. I don't know if it will be fun for me, emotionally. I mean, for New Years, I'm gonna be with couples. And thinking about it, I'm gonna feel awkward and out of place. Cuz I know that come 12am, there will be a major makeout fest. And it's gonna suck for me. I don't know if I'll even stay till 12 if I'm gonna be the only one there w/o someone, you know?

Shit. Well, if I absolutely have to, I'll run into the bathroom and stay there till its over.

I wish I had a buddy to be there. I mean, just a friend that I can talk to. Someone I can joke around with and be silly with. *sigh*

I guess I'll just get ready for the makeout session tonight....

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